Namaskaram

I honor the place within you where we are one

Saturday, 5 December 2009

It's beginning to look a lot like....


CHRISTMAS!!! I love this time of year. And as hard as it is, being away from home, there have been so many festive decorations in the city, and activities happening to keep me excited in these last couple of weeks here. Every year in Leeds, the month leading up to Christmas brings a German Market to the town square. Every night you can take a walk into town and indulge in some mulled wine or German truffles. You really feel like you've run away to some small Bavarian town when you walk around! In January, the market is replaced by a giant, outdoor skating rink! I remember seeing it last January when I visited Leeds after my graduation. This time I'll get a chance to actually skate on it!





A few weekends ago I went to London with some of my Leicester friends, and spent most of our time walking up and down Oxford Street - one and a half miles of all the shops and department stores you could possibly want. They had some really beautiful decorations up as well - the department stores like Harrods and Selfridges always have themed 'holiday' showcases. In hindsight, I wish I had taken more pictures, but the traffic on the weekend was life-threatening. And I'm not really talking about the cars - I mean the people! They were everywhere, sometimes I was at a complete standstill on the sidewalk, waiting for the crowd to shuffle their way forward and escape into one of the shops.





On Saturday, we ventured out to the Notting Hill district to visit another famous stretch of road called Portobello Road. It was very unfortunate that there happened to be a torrential downpour at the same time - and I nearly drowned in the rain trying to get there! Luckily though, once we got there, we came across a never-ending block of antique stalls. Turns out, on Saturdays Portobello Road turns into Portobello Market - the world's largest antique market! Antique shopping isn't really my forte, but it was still a different experience to visit some of the stalls and browse through all the bits and bobs (most of which cost more than my rent for the month!). Sorry there's only one pic, as you can tell by all the umbrellas and chaos, it wasn't the most conducive environment for photography!


Other than that, things have been normal out here - the PhD is going well. Unfortunately my TA duties are almost complete for this year (aside from the 40 papers I have to mark in the week before I leave!). I haven't found any teaching jobs for next term as yet. I know some of you have been asking what my research is all about - and I think I'll have to work on writing up a post about exactly what it is I'm studying here! The problem with that is, I'm still figuring out the best way to communicate it myself, it's an ongoing process, one that I hope to share with you in the weeks to come.

Hope you're all enjoying the holiday season - can't wait to see you in two weeks!
(I've got some leftover pics of Leeds and the campus that I never got around to posting, so here you go, enjoy!)

This is the Roger Stevens building - I pass by it on my walk to town and just think it's really pretty. :)
This is the Parkinson Tower, the landmark of our campus (you can see the tower from almost anywhere in the city - really good for people like me who can't navigate!). Inside is the Brotherton Library which looks exactly like a typical traditional English library you would imagine to find here)
Remember how I said churches have been converted into all kinds of other buildings? Well, this one is a nightclub called Halo. I've never actually gone to one of their events - but they do hold one called Midnight Mass on Saturday nights...really odd, I know.
This was back in October, in my friend's car on our way to Leicester. I thought it would come in handy when I need a reminder of what the sun and sky look like. Smart thinking...

Sunday, 1 November 2009

Back to the Beginning...

Hello from Leeds! I’ve been in the UK for nearly two months now and I thought it was about time to sit down and give you some updates. I have to admit that in comparison to Leicester, it has taken much longer to settle into Leeds. I think in part because the campus and the city overall is just so much bigger than I’m used to, but also because the pace in the UK is much slower than we’re used to in Canada. It takes three times as long for the same correspondence to go through here in comparison to home! Overall though it’s been a smooth transition, and there is something I find really fun and exciting about settling into a new place and starting all over again. I’m still discovering new parts of town, and some of the shortcuts through campus (mostly by accident because I do have a tendency to get lost easily!).


So let me start with the PhD. I really have no complaints at this point. There is a completely different dynamic to being a PhD student in an academic department versus an undergrad. First of all, we are treated more like part of the staff than the student body – we have two PhD offices and access to the staff rooms and resources (I am taking full advantage of the free ‘perks’ that come with all this access by the way!). The faculty see us as their colleagues and we have a very informal and amicable relationship with them. My two supervisors in particular have been extremely helpful in providing guidance for my research. One of them even offered me a teaching assistant position for her undergraduate class and I am really grateful for the opportunity and thoroughly enjoying the interaction with the students. My colleagues are all much older than me – some of them are married, some have families of their own – and almost all of us are international students. At times it can be intimidating because many of them are bringing years of industry experience to the table and have published research and/or attended conferences. So I do feel like I’m a bit behind in that regard. But it was something I had considered beforehand, and on the positive side even with all their great experience, I’m happy to report that the majority of them are approachable and friendly, and very willing to provide whatever advice and support they can. The nice thing about doing independent research is that the level of competition isn’t as high as it can be in other fields. There is a strong sense of camaraderie amongst us and it’s been very reassuring.


At this point, I’m not really considered a full PhD student. I’m still what they would call a provisional PhD - or a PhD candidate. By next summer, I have to go through an ‘upgrade’ process, which involves me submitting a small portion of my thesis (called an upgrade document) and having it reviewed by a panel. Then I have a kind of interview called a viva where they ‘grill’ me about my research (it does have a very ‘scary’ reputation around here...) and if they’re pleased I am upgraded to full PhD status in my 2nd year. Everyone in the department categorizes themselves in terms of whether they have had their upgrade or not so it’s a pretty big deal and that is my goal for this year – to have my upgrade document completed by June. I’ve also got other duties like attending PhD seminars, conferences, and other training sessions.


Now onto more personal details...I really love my place. Leeds used to be (and arguably still is) a very religious city. There are an infinite number of really old churches throughout the city that have been converted into nightclubs, office spaces, and...accommodation! That’s right people, I live in a really old church. From the outside, the building is this massive gothic structure with iron gates and old, glass windows. But inside, they have built self-contained studio flats that are quite modern. Mine is really tiny (we have an expression here when a place is small, you say “you can’t even swing a cat in there” and that pretty much describes the space of my room) but it’s perfect for me. I have my own bathroom and small kitchen area, and I don’t have to worry about security or utilities. But the best part for me has to be the old cobble-stone road that I live on (although I would argue it’s more of a cobble-stone hill because the incline is ridiculous – I am going to have great legs by the end of this year!). Both sides of the road are lined with these massive trees and my room faces out to the road. In the morning, it is so quiet outside – all you hear is the sound of little leaves shivering on the trees and birds chirping (there are the cutest little bird houses nailed to some of the trees on the front yard). It is one of my favourite things to do in the morning, to lie in bed and just listen to the soundscape going on outside my window! I really couldn’t have asked for a nicer place to live in for my first year here. Oh and it is so convenient and close to the city centre and main campus buildings (the city centre by the way, is a thing of beauty and I will have to rant on about all the wonderful shops and buildings at some point). I’m no more than a 10-15 minute walk from most places though.

I guess if I really had anything to complain about it would the social side of things. Leeds is supposed to be one of the liveliest cities to live in, and it definitely looks like there is a lot going on in the city centre...but I haven’t really made too many friends to explore it with. I think it’s a bit harder when you live completely by yourself because you tend not to take as many ‘risks’ (not the dangerous kind). I’ve actually made a few trips out to Leicester for Thanksgiving and Diwali to visit my old friends there, because it gets a bit lonely here sometimes. Anyways, everything takes time and it’s actually given me a chance to focus a lot on my research and teaching which is always a good thing.


The weather has been surprisingly cooperative since I’ve been here. There have been the typical rainy and grey days but for the most part, the temperature is quite mild, and whenever we do have those lovely sunny days with blue skies I make the most of it! Pictures are coming soon – I’m just waiting for another day of nice weather to take them!


Miss you all so much! Hope you’re doing well, more details to follow in upcoming posts :)

Tuesday, 3 February 2009

Officially a Magister

It's been two weeks since I returned from my graduation trip to Leicester, and I am still a bit jet-lagged and 'heart-lagged'. I was incredibly fortunate to spend time with all my friends again, but it was also very difficult to say goodbye. They are like family to me, and leaving them never feels quite right. Thankfully some of them are coming to Canada in June for two weeks and I am counting down the weeks!

Graduation was a very momentous occasion for me. I remember the summer before I left for Leicester, I had framed and mounted all of my highschool and university degrees on a wall in my room, leaving a space for my Master's. And now the wall finally feels complete. Of course it's not the degree itself that matters, but the hard work and dedication it represents. The ceremony was somewhat dissapointing, in terms of the speeches and procession, but having the opportunity to officially be awarded my degree was still special. Even though it was only about 5 degrees outside, Z and I took some pictures on campus. We also went for a celebratory dinner that evening with all of our friends at San Carlos, an Italian restaurant in town we used to frequent last year (for the delicious food and Italian waiters...).





We also made a day trip out to Leeds, where my friend Bindy is originally from. I've always been interested in doing my PhD at the university there as well, so it was nice to go and see where I may end up one day. Leeds is a city in Yorkshire, which is about 1.5 hours north of Leicester (and VERY north from London). In comparison to Leicester, it's also a few degrees colder, and many degrees nicer! Leeds is actually the third largest city in the UK in terms of population (after London and Birmingham), so it's become quite a commercial centre. I've never been a big fan of the busy city life, but there's something very traditional and charming about Leeds. Z actually put it well when she compared it to Montreal. The city centre is comprised of so many historical buildings - there's a very European aura there. I've always found London to be overwhelming for me - it's a nice place to visit and spend a weekend, but I think the city would swallow me up if I lived there. Leeds on the other hand is still a big city, but it's more intimate manageable. I think after visiting so many different cities and countries, I've developed a keen sense of knowing when I feel comfortable somewhere almost immediately. Leicester always felt 'right', and Leeds does too! Who knows, maybe sometime in the near future I'll move out to Leeds for a while (to the dismay of my parents!).


I mentioned in my last post that I'm teaching at a learning centre for kids these days, and it has been such a learning experience for me. The truth is, I probably learn just as much from my students as they learn from me! What I always find terribly ironic about this whole situation, is that I've never been very 'good' with children. I never know what to do with them, how to interact with them, I am completely missing that maternal gene all women are supposed to have. Somehow though, I enjoy teaching these kids! We always have something to discuss (their work) and it gives me such purpose to help them understand difficult concepts, or suggest ways to improve their work - at the end of the day, I feel like I've made a positive contribution. It's true, not all of them are darling little angels! Some actually try my patience quite a bit, and I welcome the challenge because it keeps me on my toes. Actually I've noticed that a lot of this younger generation is really zoned out! Sometimes I feel like I'm talking to a ghost with these kids - their thoughts are completely elsewhere. But, like Eckhart Tolle suggests, I stay present for them, and hope that energy reaches them eventually too.

I'm going to end off here today, but I hope you all have a wonderful long weekend (I have a very special guest coming to visit me and I will tell you all about it next time!).